Sunday, August 27, 2006

Someone once told me that when the heart is in ecstacy or if it is in shatters, thats the best time to produce something creative...I have always subscribed to that view...and today is such a day...

I was chatting to my colleague, and the conversation led from one thing to another and finally arrived at one of the most intriguing things on earth. Relations...

So intricate, yet so vague
So perfect, yet so fragile,
So beautiful, yet can turn so ugly

He talked to me about a girl from college whom he almost ended up proposing, if it was not for her sending an invitation to her marriage...he loved her from the bottom of his heart; he still remembers the day he took her out for a tea. He told me that it was an all en-compassing feeling which filled him with tremendous amounts of energy and happiness, and he says he was not fully in love.


When he finished, i was crying...a long time since i did so. Stories had stopped to move me, but this one did. Coz i could relate a lot to it. I failed to make myself clear on one occasssion and I am hurting from all molecules of my body. I wish I had someone to confide in, but all my dearest friends are not with me...and that is when i realize that the cellphone no longer makes this world smaller....

But then I've made my decision. I shall not tell her...Coz I st her free, she never came back, she never was mine...But one day when u read this, know that you ARE loved.

1 comment:

M@mm@ Mi@ said...

Gas mutai,let me ask u something...aa kutty chilappol orthu kanille...thaan aadyam aa kuttyodulla ishtam parayumennu...With all the linitations for girls' in the society,its not always to come back.I will say,let her know.If she flies away,then you will have to move on ,even with a heavy heart.But,you will always live with the feeling that you know what was in her mind.
"But one day when u read this, know that you ARE loved." - Aval innoru bharyayo,ammayo okke aayittanu ithu vayikkunnathenkil,veendum avale nashta swargathilekku valchizhakkunnathu sheriyO?